New Love

There's something about New Love and the rush that you feel while you're in it, the fast-paced heartbeats, the butterflies in your stomach, and the intense connection that you feel..There's just something about it I cannot fathom...Weird how someone else can make you have all these feelings without your consent..its like they're the one who's in control of you at that moment.
Its weird how you can just look into someone's eyes and know that's where you belong, I've looked into a few eyes before and I've never felt that, one in particular for 2 years..and I've never seen anything there..never felt anything..but I look into your eyes and I can see so much...feel so much
so I will put the last 2 years of my life away for you so I can give you all of me..I refuse to let my past haunt me for the rest of my life...I will embrace it and learn from it.
You know I really thought that I belonged where I was all this time, but God showed me that he was just teaching me a lesson...he was preparing me for the real thing..he was putting me through the hurt and the bullshit so that when the right thing comes along...I could appreciate and be grateful for it.
and I AM...but if this one is another lesson then I want to learn it for the rest of my life....I love you Handsome.
                                                                                                                                                Kaydra.