NUMBNESS
I have NO understanding as to why and how someone can feel NUMB...No explanation as to why...I feel NUMB.
All I know is I have absolutely no feelings towards anything anymore.
Its almost as if My Life stands still while the world around me is in constant motion,
Its almost as if every other process in my body stops, leaving only my thought process..
Its bad enough that I cannot fathom this and even worst that I dont know how to COPE with it.
I push people away..even the ones I want to be there deep down...
I 'crawl into myself'...and shut down
Its hard for me to respond to the most basic questions which require help from my 'Inner-self', so I resort to 'IDK'
BECAUSE I truly don't, At least not when I am numb
when I am NUMB I feel nothing but the need to cry, Its like my tears take all the words I want to say with them as they pour out.
All I know is I have absolutely no feelings towards anything anymore.
Its almost as if My Life stands still while the world around me is in constant motion,
Its almost as if every other process in my body stops, leaving only my thought process..
Its bad enough that I cannot fathom this and even worst that I dont know how to COPE with it.
I push people away..even the ones I want to be there deep down...
I 'crawl into myself'...and shut down
Its hard for me to respond to the most basic questions which require help from my 'Inner-self', so I resort to 'IDK'
BECAUSE I truly don't, At least not when I am numb
when I am NUMB I feel nothing but the need to cry, Its like my tears take all the words I want to say with them as they pour out.
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