I'm Back!!

 Guys I have been gone for so long and I know a few persons may have been wondering where I've been!. A lot has transpired in my life since my last post and I am here to get you caught up!. I am currently Happy and flourishing in a great relationship and I recently embarked on my journey to becoming a nurse so that is exciting. However as we all know nothing comes easy, nothing is easy period. Two imperfect persons agreeing to be in a committed relationship is hard and every day you are learning how to work around their flaws and love them through their shit even when it hurts you..but hey love! can be so complex. and as I am sure 2020 has not been a good year for anyone and for me it has definitely been the worst year of my entire life. I have lost 2 persons who I love and care for and it hurts so much every night my soul cries and I cry.....like only god knows. RIP Uncle Teddy and RIP Aunty Dian Jah know. I have just been living each day trying not to be consumed by the sadness. Along with that school has been tough and I am not really the type to go outside nor do I have friends to go outside and hang with so I am at my desk drowning in school work  98% of the time and as sad as it is it helps to take my mind off the deaths but as soon as things slow down like when I am going to bed or have a break from class and nothing much I need to do when showering etc that's when the sadness creeps in and it REALLY hits me...it gets crazy but I have to deal with it. There's just so much but I am fine I will be fine I really hope so. Thank you for listening! 

Ps. My plan is to come here more often ! Tlk soon.